Not a very good night.
Just feel alone
He has chosen her
but has not come out and said it yet, but i KNOW.
Trying to cope with rejection, once again.
Was strong all week but slowly lost the power.
Struggling now to regain it
I know he is worthless, but nevertheless it hurts deeply
Haven't cried all week, a baby step in healing i suppose
tomorrow will be a huge test. he will be here to fix my car and to "talk"
I know its coming, i know he will say he is going to be with her
How to cope? I must not break down and accept it and move on.

I am so grateful for my faithful friends here. chacha, kat, silverfeather, ablondeblogger.....i luv you guys!!!!!!!!!!