7:33 PM

Not a very good night.
Just feel alone
He has chosen her
but has not come out and said it yet, but i KNOW.
Trying to cope with rejection, once again.
Was strong all week but slowly lost the power.
Struggling now to regain it
I know he is worthless, but nevertheless it hurts deeply
Haven't cried all week, a baby step in healing i suppose
tomorrow will be a huge test. he will be here to fix my car and to "talk"
I know its coming, i know he will say he is going to be with her
How to cope? I must not break down and accept it and move on.

I am so grateful for my faithful friends here. chacha, kat, silverfeather, ablondeblogger.....i luv you guys!!!!!!!!!!

8 Responses to "Night Alone"

  1. ablondeblogger Says:

    Don't wait for HIM to tell YOU it's over!!! Don't let HIM even have a choice!!!!!

    Dump his ass before he can even get the words out!!! But make him fix your car first....bastard deserves to be used.

    You deserve FAR better than this, and if you have to sit around waiting to be chosen, you're not honoring the wonderful person you are.

    Easier said than done, I know. Believe me I know.

    You have no idea how mad I am right now. My blood is absolutely boiling and I want to kick this guy's ass until there's no tomorrow!!!!!!

    Have you looked into getting counseling for yourself? It made a world of difference for me and really helped me get strong again.

    I'm so worried about you. :(

  2. ChaCha Says:

    Hun bun, listen to Dawn dump his ass. Don't let him tell you, YOU tell him you deserve to be treated so much better than this. Kristy my friend, you are worth so much more than what he is putting you through. Think of your girl, you wouldn't want her going through this would you? You still have my email address? email.4.chacha@sasktel.net
    Anytime you want email me. You are loved, you are beautiful, you are smart, you can do this. Its gonna hurt like hell but we will all help you hold you up...Promise!

  3. Kat Says:

    hey hun luv ya too, i replied once but guess it got lost in lala land, anyhow i am sorry you have to go through this it sucks,when i get lonely and yes almost 5 years later i still get lonely i cuddle with my kids and thank god i have them and my family and friends! best advice i can give is keep busy, go back to basics and fill your time with stuff you love to do.

    Also dont be too hard on yourself it was a two person relationship you were the best part of it, you did right you were honest you loved purely you were you not someone else, and you deserve someone that will treat you the way you treat them!

    you know where to find the group that luvs ya we are all but a click away! hugs

  4. Allie Says:

    what everyone else up top said X 2!! We are all here for you and in the group, we can get you through this. Remember what I keep telling you...keep you head high and keep plugging along, takes time but you are so worth it as is your little girl.
    *hugs* to you!!

  5. Silver Feather Says:

    Oh Kristy, I am so glad that you came and found us. You are one strong lady - oh and don't forget you are also one sexy bitch and he doesn't even realize what he has lost.

  6. Kat Says:

    okay its been a while give you something to post about you have now been tagged by me, I was by danni see blog to find out what you need to do lol have fun

  7. ChaCha Says:

    Happy mommas day on sunday to you

  8. Kat Says:

    Hope you are doing well, have a wonderful mothers day wherever you shall be, look forward to hearing how things have been going!

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