My ham of a daughter!! At Christmas time she found this hat and wore it all the time. She loved it!!! She is such the ham lol.
I haven't been here all week, as I am still trying to deal with my situation at home. Last weekend I demanded K get all his stuff out of the house. While he was packing and moving all weekend, we talked alot. I mean ALOT. He was having a hard time moving his stuff. I guess I got sucked back into his lies, thinking he really DOES want to work on things eventually. But now, i am having doubts. How does a person get past a habitial liar, and stop believing what they say? One minute I don't believe a word he says, then the next minute I think, my goodness what if he IS telling the truth. I am having a hard time letting go, and I don't know why!!! It sucks.
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10:33 AM �
oh hugs hun, it is hard to let go but one thing to think about is do you want to live a life always wondering if its the truth or not and men seem to know how to play on a females emotions to get what they want, it sucks, keep strong and just keep looking at that adorable girl you have she is worth it all!
9:40 PM �
What a beautiful girl Kristy!!
I don't even know what to say, trust is something that has to be earned
11:28 AM �
trust your gut, it's never wrong. It sounds really hard, and I bet it is.....hang in there though, it will be worth it in the end.
Chin up girl!
2:58 AM �
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Sorry to hear about the rough time you are having. I hope everything works out for you :).
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8:19 AM �
Hugs! You have to do whats right for you.
Beautiful picture!
5:37 PM �
((((((HUGS)))))))
Oh my heart hurts for you. There's a really, really good book out there that will help you more than you ever would think it could. It was recommended to me by several counselors...
It's called "After the Affair." I can't remember the author's name, but the book deals specifically with what you describe here, among many other issues.
You can use it as a roadmap to know what's normal, what to expect, how to learn to heal, how to learn to trust or if you should even trust that person agaun, etc.
Unless someone has been in this position, they cannot begin to fathom the pain.
I remember night after night being curled up into a ball on my bathroom floor, crying harder than I thought humanly possible, begging God to take me and end the pain. I believe it was the worst time in my life ever.
It kills me whenever I see someone else going through that. And it makes me so mad that this man did this to you. I want to strangle him!!!!
I hope you'll check out that book and know that right now, you are in crisis mode. This is as bad as it gets and if you are surviving this, (even though you don't feel like you are), you can get through anything.
The days ahead of you will be rough, but it will get easier and easier. This IS the worst of it right now.
I'll be thinking of you and praying for you.
12:54 PM �
oh Kristy my heart goes out to you. I am worried about you. If you need anything you know how to find me.
3:32 AM �
ok, where the heck are you. I am officially worried and want to hear from you.